My Published Articles for ViewsHound: Remembering The Names of Fellow Residents- I am the Only David

Sunday, September 15, 2024

Remembering The Names of Fellow Residents- I am the Only David

One of the many complaints of my fellow residents here at THD is their ability to remember names of their Fellow Residents. I told every one I have no problem in remembering first names of most of the residents here at THD that I met during meal times and activities. I also told them I study the phone book. Thus, I also know most of the last names of residents here also. I even know the first name of the ghost lady in the Fairmont Building, but I do not know her last name. Speaking of her she said " HI" to me the other day. Usually, I will the first one to greet her, but the other day she was able to say Hi to me first. She is coming out of her Shell!

I did study the listings from our September phone book and I found there are five residents name Mary ( Alice Ratbun, Reiser, Sorensen, Fenelon, Ann Dewald). There are three Linda's ( Esner, Lachick and Moschel). There are two Jan's ( Muto and McGowan), two Nancy's ( Schultz and Klieber), two Jane's ( Mowry and Williams), two Sue's ( Hoyt and Kaplan) and two Phyllis's ( Monachello and Morecal).

On the Mens side, There are two Steve's ( Davis and Kam), two Jay's( Pollack and Redka), two Ray's ( Chiljam and Gordon) and two Richard's ( Botton and Esner). There are 28 men, out of 120 + 1 residents here at THD but I am the only one named David.

When I mentioned this to my mahjong Group the other day, that I am the Only "David" here at THD, one of the players shouted "Thanks God, we can not tolerate another David. David always wins in mahjong, corn hole and ladder ball! That is not true, that I do not win most of time in mahjong, but perhaps my percentage of winning in my Bridge Games is better than average. As they say, give me the cards and I will bid it and play with skill and perfection. As far as Corn Hole or Ladder Ball, I win once in a while, but not all the time.

The other day, I got another nickname from a fellow resident. She called me JD. When I asked her what it meant she said "Just David". I told her it better not be 💚JD Vance. Or Is JD a Term of Endearment? I hope so!

💚 https://www.independent.co.uk/news/world/americas/us-politics/trump-haitian-eating-pets-immigrants-facebook-source-b2612208.html

So My Fellow Residents if your memory is starting to Fail You, Don't Worry-it's part of aging. I would not mind if you don't remember my name as long as you don't call me Hey You! You can also call me the Blogger, if you forget "David". Officially my name is David B. Katague. This is to differentiate it from the three other David Katague's all over the world. B my middle name is the initial of my mother's last name "Balleza".

(https://theintellectualmigrants.blogspot.com/2016/11/today-is-david-iii-birthday-update-on.html)

It is pronounce as Cat Tag' Gay- not Cat Tag Guay'.

There was a suggestion that all residents be provided with name tags and we should wear it during Activity Times, at all times. Another suggestion is not be afraid to introduce oneself to new residents or the other residents whose names you have forgotten, if you had a chance.

Good Day to All and Study the Phone Book( see photo above), if you want to know the Names of your Fellow Residents.

Note: My word of the Day is Triskaidekaphobia, the fear of the number 13.

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Guest Article from Susan Creamer Joy

In The Silence, by Susan Creamer Joy.

Today's guest article is from Susan Creamer Joy. Susan is one of my favorite authors in the ViewsHound community. Susan writes, draws, paints and cobbles together art from found objects making a variety of creations from jewelry to religious shrines. She frequently sports burns on her fingers from her soldering iron, paint on her palms and ink under her fingernails, but her hair is usually combed. When she is not losing time in the creative vortex of her studio, she is likely to be putting her knowledge of metaphysics and esoteric principles including Tarot, numerology, astrology and graphology to good use in consultations. Her children are grown, her husband still works and her four dogs believe she needs serious help. The title of her article is "A Matter Of Love And Death". Thank you Susan.

By the time they reached my bedroom door, I was already sitting up – my stomach ratcheted in the tense grip of an unnamed anxiety; my pillow, unburdened of my drowsy head.

To this day I cannot explain how I heard them coming up those stairs in their bare feet or how I knew that my father struggled to hold his composure as my mother unnaturally clutched at the folds of her dressing gown and followed him through the dark just a little too closely.

As the wooden groan of those old stairs tore into my bones that morning like a hacksaw, all I could see between the predawn shadows was the letter I’d written just hours earlier to my boyfriend, Chris, propped against the lamp on my desk across the room awaiting an envelope.

I had not slept well. It was late November and there had been so many changes since the middle of August when he left for the Air Force in Texas to begin basic training and I began my third new school in as many years.

The conspiracy between fate and the last surge of the Vietnam draft had broken apart the every-waking-minutes of our two-year union with unceremonious indifference. All that night my sleep had been infested by difficult dreams and by the illogical fear that truth and reality were merging into a darkness only a martyr could grasp; and at sixteen, martyrdom seemed reasonable only for the nuns among the poor in Bangladesh

I tried to remind myself that he would be home on leave for Thanksgiving in another few days. It was the only tether to calm I could find, but reviewing the facts offered little relief from my baseless fears.

Chris had been girding his pacifist sensibilities preparing to fight in an unpopular war that had not yet slaughtered its last innocent. I was hovering just over the line of inclusion at an exclusive girl’s school – missing him – and finding myself at odds with these young women and their attachment to propriety and with the prep-school veneer that blinded them to the fact that they were no better than anyone else.

Neither one of us was coping well with the worlds into which we were respectively summoned, and although we both knew that the best hope for any future together depended upon our individual successes apart, it was far from comforting most days.

But in spite of our discomfort, we each did our best; and, of course, there were the letters: Thin, plain-paper sheets with row after row after row of inky blue words penned with the intensity and awkward locutions of a love learned too soon. It had come down to just that little, but without them, I would have had nothing.

Chris was learning to fly. I was learning to drive, and both of us were aching to transport our souls to an earlier time through the hallowed intercourse of memories and dreams. Of course, as with all progress, there was the positive element: We were both clean and drug-free for the first time in years.

Now, without pretense, both healthy cognition and sincere motivation surfaced regularly in my psychology and prompted me to care about myself and to arbitrate against all temptation for a better standing in the world, in school and in my own eyes. I even did my homework.

No longer was I escaping today but, instead, living for my day of escape. Lying still in the dark of my room, I listened to the slow, padded footfall of my parents approaching and looked to the floor and to my history book half hidden beneath the nightstand where I’d tossed it the night before. Even in this early morning dark I could make out the swirls and stars in colored marker and the bubble-formed letters that spelled C H R I S in soft, juvenile curves on the torn book cover I’d fashioned out of a brown paper grocery bag.

I vaguely remembered throwing it there somewhat hastily. I had been doing my homework when a sense of urgency struck and I realized I had not written him as I promised I would and glancing at the clock, I noted it was nine-twenty-three. Why that mattered I had no way of knowing in that strange moment, but within hours, it would be one I would never forget; and although I was becoming drowsy and still needed to finish my work, I felt beyond reason that my letter to him could not wait.

So, I wrote. I would always write. I would always be there. He would always be there.“Suzi."It was my name spoken in the smooth and familiar voice of my mother, although weighted and slow, her head bowed to her chest almost as though she were speaking only to herself.

"Suzi.” She said it again, this time with sharp gravity, like a chisel against stone.

As if on cue, I leaned forward, flanked now by my parents who were sitting on either side of my bed.

I had been waiting for them. I don’t know how. I didn’t know why. The lights in my room remained off, but it seemed that the darkness clung more to them than to me, as though they were holding it there – away from me to give me enough light to see through the next moment. They were crying. My father was crying. My father. “Suzi. We have something very, very bad to tell you." Chris has been in a car accident." And he was killed."

If the world moved forward from that moment, I could not know it. f there were air around me worth breathing, I could not take it in. And if there were another sound beyond the leaden bellow of my own raw grief, I could not hear it.

"Who am I going to talk to? Who am I going to love?” I wailed. Who will love me? In that sodden moment violated by the intrusion of a predawn light that had no business rising, everything I ever believed about happiness, hoped for in life, trusted in or held as my own was annihilated.

After that – there was no after that. After that came months of hollow redundancies that would inform my way of being in the world for years to come. A serial commitment to waking up each morning, remembering he was gone and dedicating the remaining hours to forgetting. To that end I would try anything, drink anything, ingest anything, inject anything. It was a slow and arbitrary suicide by indifference.

Many years later, at 25 years-old and in the midst of a pharmaceutical free-fall leaning dangerously close to terminal, I discovered that I was expecting a child, and after a decade of forgetting, I remembered. I named him Griffin after the legendary winged lion, a symbol of the divine because what he inspired and the miracle that he was, were nothing less. I remembered and I loved again, and I went on to marry and to the gift of two beautiful daughters.

Today my son is struggling not to drown in the same well of drug abuse and apathy that almost swallowed me – his great, divine wings clipped by his own hand; and while it is up to him to restore his place in the sky, I will do my best to help provide an open runway.

In the meantime, I will continue soaring for both of us; bequeathed as I have been, with a determination to fly from a boy whose ragged fate precluded that dream.

Death took one young man from me once upon a dark time. If it has any intention of coming for this one, it will have to go through me. And trust me, it will be in for one hell of a fight.

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Sunday, September 15, 2024

Remembering The Names of Fellow Residents- I am the Only David

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